Day after Christmas Day 2010 sometime around 4:00 p.m. I got a ride down to the city. Johan got off the bus 116 to meet me and I stood at the corner of the stone wall and froze when he came. Later that evening we sat on his bed and crocheted and I can't really remember but I think that there were crystals formed by water vapor when you breathe out that night. That was also that night when I realized I was in love with him.